Utterly Brilliant.

Utterly. Inconceivably, impossibly, amazingly, fantastically and terrifically brilliant.


You all are. From here to the moon and, of course, back.


I can't thank you enough for being my friends, my epica, loyal friends that go out of their way to convince me to be a happier person, to drag me away from depressing thoughts, to make me feel up to facing another crappy day with a smile on my face.


Everything you wrote was so amazing, in fact, that (when I am able to) I will print them out and keep them close by. In the meantime, the previous post will have a permanent place in my bookmark bar (Eyyup. I know how strangely nerdy this sounds.) where I can always view the post, but more importantly, remind myself of the replies you gave, and exactly why I should not feel the way I did. 


Also, you're all pretty damn awesome. I tip all three (All three! :O) of my hats to you, my friends.




Some other things to note:


Lenka. *hugs* It's good to hear from you again, and it's good to know that you will be able to come online more often.


Nix... You know, I get the feeling you don't like the title 'New people'. That's fine, I get it; you're experienced, you've run the blog well enough without us. Right? Right. But it was either I call you 'New people' or I call you 'Buncha inexperienced NOOBS!' :P


Now, I think I have mentioned this several times, but I have been trying to come back to Derek's. Forgive me if I get bored while I'm there, or drop out for seemingly no reason. It's going to take longer than I expected for me to settle back in.

That being said, I find it so much easier to go to Chatzy, and that's instantly where my mouse clicks when I think of going to talk to my friends. I apologize, even though going to one place or another is my choice completely, and I'll gladly enjoy time on Derek's when I want to. I don't need anyone's consent as to where I go. This reminds me of a time that Dragona... *strokes imaginary beard and stares off into the distance like an old man about to tell a tale about World War 2*


Also, I've become forgotten? So easily? Wow. Yep, that's fantastic. And not the same fantastic that I used earlier on. This is like, an almost-sarcastic, sadly said, 'fantastic'. Guess I should have been there more. Oh well. I'll start again, try and be as nice as possible, despite those funny opinions of unsaid people you mentioned *pokes them* Oh, how fun it must be over at Xat for them. I mean, uh ;D


No, but seriously. You're awesome. And I'll go to Derek's. But in due time, aight?


Finally...has anyone else been reading the awards and going "Woah, I totally know who's going to get this award! The description fits them perfectly!" and then, "...I'm sorry, but I don't know how they got that award, when the person I thought would get it didn't."


Alright, that's not a really good description. Here's a couple of examples:


Best blogsister:


*me* Omg, Kallistasista will definitely get this! The description is matching her perfectly! She's always been the best sister, not only to me, but to everyone else here.


'And the award goes to... Lynxia!'


*me* Oh. 


Mother minion:


*me* Anne will definitely get that! She rarely went on chat, too, and she always was cool at Derek's. And she's a mother to at least three kids! (not counting the goats :P)


'And the award goes to... Emerald!'




Honestly, good for them. Congratz, people who won the awards! I guess it would make sense that 80% of the people who voted were from Derek's... I harbour no anger, cos we'll probably do an award ceremony or something too. So much for 'Not dividing/splitting up blogland' xD




...Now what to say? Oh, you know what I've been doing? Guess. No, don't guess, you won't answer in time.
I've been writing up the next little 'adventure' for Jacob Reynolds, my Private Investigator. I have the entire plot lined out >:D I don't know when I'll finish it, but it shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks :)






Just...once again, thankyou, everyone. Your comments really brightened my mood. I'm not going to forget them in a hurry *hugs tightly*