It's just you.

Out there, it's just you. No-one else. 

Hell, just you is just enough. You got this. You will get there.

I did the money math, worked out my spending and how much I'm allowed if I want to buy a motorcycle around my birthday in July. Fun fact: I'm allowed to spend nothing.

Nah, it's not that bad, and this is what saving money is all about; two months of minimal eating and spending so that I can ride in glory on a new bike. After that, the government's gonna be in contact with me re: actually getting a job, which is fair. It's been a long ass time. I don't know if I'm quite ready, but by July I could be. We'll see.

There are 42 cubic metres to this room. I can live in that, learn and unlearn in that, become better in that. I'll get healthy in that. I've got the routine set down for myself pretty tight now. I'm only getting slightly bored and cabin-fever-y. But that's okay, I get out in the mornings for exercise and I see mates every couple weeks.

Maybe I should start thinking about what I'm going to do with myself after these two months- shit I've always wanted to do but never got around to it. 

SHIT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO BUT NEVER GOT AROUND TO IT:

(A NOT-SO-COMPREHENSIVE LIST)

• Figure out a career. Yeah, this is No. 1, I gotta do that ASAP.
• Go for a HUGE ride around Australia! That'd be so fun
• Get a job. Something easy that I can grind away at to earn some more cash.
• Finally get my P plates for my car license.
• Use aforementioned cash and car license to buy and drive this beaut:

omg so cute

• Move to a nicer neighbourhood with less murders 'n' crackheads.
• Make some more friends.
• Get a Tinder? That's the 22-year-old thing to do, right?
• Finish my degree
• Okay maybe let's not go that far
• Fake my death and move to Norway?

That's cool to have a list sorted

and it feels good to have spent some time writing these thoughts down somewhere

hey

it's just you

and goddamn, do you got this.